Sunday, February 18, 2018

Always Starting Over...and Over...and Over, somehow...

I'm doing this over again...AGAIN.

Every time I looked at my old posts my brain kept screaming "you're doing it all wrong! This is not the blog you said you were going to write!"

Well brain, it's kinda hard to keep it on the subject of an actress whose trying to jumpstart her career, when there's nothing going on in her career right now to begin with!!!!!!!!

Okay. Pause. Take a breath. Try to explain this a simply as possible.

I'm basically a community college dropout now.

I am still searching for work, both in and outside show business.

I have no savings, no driver's license, no social life.

Basically, my career is halfway close to being DEAD before it's even truly started.

There are things in the works though, thanks to my new management. Hopefully I won't be casting stones on myself for much longer with all the stuff we are planning. Public gigs, a mock up tour video, and more Soundcloud tracks are in the works!

 And there's some stuff I want to take care of health wise as well. I can be pretty paranoid about things, one of them being the well being of my voice. For almost two years now I have been wanting to see an ear, nose, and throat doctor, just to have an exam and hopefully lift a weight off my shoulders for all those years of unhealthy singing.

I just hope I don't keep missing the best opportunities to hopefully get me back on track to heading towards my future.